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06 September 2011 @ 12:43 am
Harvester of Sorrow  
Title: Harvester of Sorrow
Author: fadedsparks
Beta: jakesdream
Art: apieceofcake
Fandom: RPS
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Rated: NC-17
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Lots of abuse, violence, male/male relationship, slight incest & non-con.
Disclaimer: I don't own Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, or anyone else that appears in this fic. This isn't meant to offend anyone and I am making no profit from it.
Summary: Being abused by someone who should protect you leaves a scar so deep it'll never be healed, sometimes all you want to do is die just to escape the pain. Jensen Ackles knows how it feels, but endures it all alone. No one knows about the torment he is being put through and he has no intention of telling anyone. Can he hold on until he can escape or will he slowly die on the inside and give up in the end?

Author's Note: Originally this was written for a different fandom, but I figured it would work with Jensen and Jared as well so I decided to see what you guys think. Just figured you should know this ahead of time.

Mood: hopefulhopeful
Music: Christian Kane
Wataru Kisugi: JAByRaloria002wataru_kisugi on September 6th, 2011 12:53 pm (UTC)
One of my all time favourite stories! :D I've read so many times and always amazed how perfectly well written. Great story indeed.
FadedSparksfadedsparks on September 13th, 2011 03:42 am (UTC)
Aw thank you, I wasn't quite sure I did the subject matter justice but it's flattering to hear you thought it was well written. :D
Skywalker-Winchester: supernatural_brothers05  jsie_iconsanakin415 on September 6th, 2011 03:38 pm (UTC)
FadedSparksfadedsparks on September 13th, 2011 03:41 am (UTC)
I take it you're happy to see this posted haha :D
ks1108 on September 7th, 2011 02:38 am (UTC)
This is definitely one of the most emotional stories I've ever read. It was written very well. I feel like love isn't the right word to express my feelings, but it's more like it made me think and touched me, which to me is one of th most important things a story can do.
FadedSparksfadedsparks on September 13th, 2011 03:40 am (UTC)
This particular story touched a subject I've always felt strongly about so for it to have touched you and made you think is exactly what I was hoping this story would do for many readers. Thank you! :)
jolieblonjolieblon on September 25th, 2011 06:22 am (UTC)
I was wondering if you ever finished the sequel to this story that you had started writing? I'd love to read it. Thank you.
FadedSparksfadedsparks on October 28th, 2011 04:46 pm (UTC)
Sorry but the planned sequel was never written, I've hit a sort of writer's block with it. I hope to have it written some day but as of right now I can't say whether it will happen or not.
marchia43marchia43 on October 31st, 2011 08:16 am (UTC)
Thank you for the really intense story. I felt it was really good and ended on a high note. I'd love to read more if you do manage to get over your writers block.
Thanks again
FadedSparksfadedsparks on November 9th, 2011 08:27 pm (UTC)
Aw thanks I'm glad you enjoyed it. :o)
sindy77sindy77 on December 15th, 2011 12:12 am (UTC)
this story is one of my all-time-favorites - absolutely wonderful! The end is a little bit sad, so I hope you can fix this with a sequel someday. Maybe you can add me as your friend so i'll never miss your new work? Thank you!
maguiemaguie on February 9th, 2012 11:03 pm (UTC)
How can I do to read your story?
I've been trying to read it for a few days and when I press read, it goes to a site for download I think, and it says:

fadedsparks's 50 megabyte bandwidth for today has been exceeded, and that I have to buy an account...

Do you have the story in other place?

jadaryljadaryl on February 10th, 2012 03:47 am (UTC)
I'm having the same problem. *sniff* :-(
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Shadowfrisk22 on July 4th, 2012 02:02 am (UTC)
Wow!!! I feel emotional drained!!! This fic was awesome! I cannot believe how many times I wanted to cry; that doesn't usually happen to me. Please tell me you will write a sequel. I want to know what will happen to Jensen.
FadedSparksfadedsparks on July 8th, 2012 06:25 pm (UTC)
Thanks for your kind comment. It was a tough story to write at times and it means a lot to know you enjoyed it. A sequel has been in the works for years now, ever since this story ended. I've only just started writing it, only have a couple of pages written, so it will be a long wait before you start to see it posted.
{ Long time no spooning }jodean80 on January 7th, 2013 08:19 pm (UTC)
Hey, any chance you have this in mobi format??
I tried to use calibre but I think you have your pdf protected because I can't :)
FadedSparksfadedsparks on January 8th, 2013 02:56 am (UTC)
Sorry but I can't say that I do. I don't know how to put it in mobi format. It will take some time and a lot of work to get my story ready but if you're willing to wait I could put it on AO3 if you'd like.
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kamawe_takamikamawe_takami on February 18th, 2013 10:29 am (UTC)
This is a really great fic! Think I'm in love with it :D I hope you'll get to write the sequel someday :)
FadedSparksfadedsparks on February 22nd, 2013 09:49 pm (UTC)
Well thank you, I'm really glad to hear you enjoyed it. :)
Pinkynishipinkynishi on June 4th, 2014 06:27 pm (UTC)
Yeah hi,

Just wanted to let you know how AMAZING this is. I started reading a couple hours ago and i just can't stop. Normally, i'm not a fan of the first person POV but with this...it's just way too good!

*onwards with the reading, i'll comment again later ^__^*
FadedSparksfadedsparks on June 4th, 2014 07:59 pm (UTC)
Wow, thank you. I'm glad you've enjoyed what you have read so far. To be honest I'm not a fan of first person POV either so it was quite surprising that I started writing this story using it. I'm glad you don't think it takes away from the story. :)
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